Proud to be a ....

Taurus Woman ... :P :) ;)

When you come across a Taurus female, the first thing you will notice about her is her undefeatable emotional strength. She is capable of handling the severest of problems, without shedding even a single tear. She has the infamous Taurus temper, but it is seldom displayed. Atleast not until the provocation is too much to digest. She is as feminine as any other female, without the unnecessary tantrums. A Taurus woman has no desire of dominating her husband. She will let him handle the reins, infact this is what she secretly desires.

A Taurus woman wants a real man, who can make her proud of himself as much as she is proud of herself. However, if he fails in his role, she will take the control in her own hands. Neither will she act like a mewing kitten, nor like a roaring lioness. She is independent and has a mind of her own, but she does not want to dominate in the relationship. Taurean women do not see social status while making their friends. They want to be friends with people who do not hide their true nature and come across as they really are.

Their friends may be a little weird, but they will not be phonies or hypocrites. A Taurus girl doesn't fight with people she dislikes, she simply ignores them and becomes indifferent to their presence. However, she will be loyal to her true friends and they will remain with her throughout her life. In return, she will expect them to stand by her when she needs them. A Taurean woman also gets jealous, but only if you exceed the limits of casual flirtation. Everything has a limit and this also does. It's better not to provoke her anger or you will be very sorry.

She is brainy, but not too much interested in intellectual subjects. She is practical in her thinking and does not feel the need to indulge in mental gymnastics. She is balanced in her approach and you will hardly see her in a restless disposition. A Taurean girl hates anything artificial, be the flowers in her vase or the friends in her life. She has to feel the fragrance of real roses and the presence of real people. The beauty of Mother Nature especially pleases her.

Ugliness of any kind makes her miserable and repulsive. She loves to be amidst colorful surroundings, like gardens blooming with flowers. A Taurean female has a good taste, so please be very careful before taking her out. She is a very good cook herself and you will always be treated to excellent homemade food. She is also very much interested in the art forms, like painting. She is a tomboy at heart and will enjoy many guy-things like horse riding, going on a roller coaster ride, fishing, etc.

All this makes her feel close to nature. She dresses simply, yet elegantly and her fabrics are always feather-soft. Taurus female is very strong and above the usual female insecurities. However, she demands loyalty and will never compromise in this area. She is beyond hypocrisy and has an undemanding and easy-going manner. She wants her man to take her side, especially in public. If he contradicts her in front of other people, expect the temperature to reach beyond the boiling point. When pushed too far, she loses her cool demeanor quickly.

Taurus women make excellent mothers, except for the fact that they cannot tolerate disobedience or defiance in kids. Laziness and carelessness also makes them angry. Otherwise, they will be more of a friend to their children than the typical mommies. A Taurus woman will also teach the kids how to be strong and will protect them from the big bad outside world. She never shirks from or whines about her responsibilities. Her man will be expected to do the same.

She can also bear endless pain and stress, without complaining for a single minute. She is good with finances and knows how to maintain quality in a reasonable budget. She is a very good host and will be there to help her man in any and every way she can. A Taurean woman will care for you when you are ill, will back you in your new business venture and let you take over the control of the home. And, you will always be treated to a warm, cozy home when you come back from office!

and thats mee ........ ;)

Heartache

When I was 3 months old .. my body couldn't take the feel of outside world .. I always fell sick and my mom has no idea how to take care of me .. I was accepted by the maternal grandparents ... they promised my parents that they would take care of me and turn me into to a good and sensible human .. and I'm very proud to say they did and here I'm ..

My grandfather is the one who always believed me .. always thought that I could be someone who he couldn't be. When I was in 4th grade or so .. he started sharing all his life experiences .. what his family is .. how he grew up .. what all things he did during his childhood.. how he escaped the classes and stole the mangoes from the near by farms ..and when he realized education is important to ones life.. I used to follow his stories and enjoy every moment in them .. I always used to think .. one day when I'm older enough I should give my grandfather all the things he missed in life ..
Time passed .. I completed my 10th, Inter, engineering and now I m in search of a job ....
but I dont have my grandfather anymore .. its been an year he died and I still feel him in my life .
All the words he told me how hard life can be and how strong I need to be when I face such situations in life are still so clear to me ... he always used to say may be one day you will realize the true nature of hardwork .. it does pay you .. but its just the time .. we need to wait for the right time .. no matter what people think about you just remember you are what you are and everybody have the right to accept you as well as reject for the same .. dont have grudjes on anyone it's just waste of time and energy,it will take away all your happiness .. someday everything's gonna be alright and that day is not too far .. give what you can expect none .. and when we are in a relation whatever that relation may be dont expect anything from them ..just accept and love them for what they are .. help people who are poorer than you and never be jealous of anyone whoz rich than you .. thank god for what ever he gave you .. this list goes on and on ..

We have a belief that after his death and before 1 year of ceremony his soul would wander around us and keep us safe .. hez like our guardian angel .. but after the ceremony he would meet his ancestors and he will be them forever ..I hope everything should go well and may your soul rest in peace .. please forgive me for all my mistakes and I know how much I miss you as I could see you for the last time and I couldnt even make it today ...

Whereever you are I know you will take care of us and bless us .. but just a last few words before I bid good bye to you my dear grandpa .. I love you , I miss you the most and I know I can never have a friend like you agagin in my life .. be with me and guide me , give me the strength to face difficult situations in life , shower your love and blessing for all the happy moments in life ..

Miss u and love u

Happy VinayakaChavithi

Today I'm so happy ... I finally made it !!

I performed Vinayaka Chavithi .. with all the dishes .. !! I made payasam,Kesari,pulihora,Garelu,boorelu ..

I made lord vinayaka with pasupu (turmeric) ..

I thought I couldn't make it today as I was feeling so low and none of my friends/relatives are with me .. but anyways I could make it ..
Thanks Lord !! :)

May god bless everyone of you on this day!! May all your dreams come true .. and may you have no obstacles in the path of achieving your goals.. even though you have may you cross them with ease... that's the sole purpose of this pooja .. :)

May god bless you all !!!

Sunset

Whata sunset !! I loved it .. So I clicked it ...

An idea can change your life ....

I know this is the caption of a wonderful cellular connection in india "idea".
I wonder who invented this caption , ( good catch by Aditya Birla Group) but its true for everything else in life too ... not just the idea of having a "Idea" cellular connection. :)

Ok I'm coming to my idea ...
Last night it struck to me .. if .... if I can save 20 $ per month .. I will have 240$ per year which is almost equivalent to a kids school fee in India.( I m not talking about all the posh school which expects thousands and thousands of rupees from us )..

Atleast that money will be useful to make an illiterate an literate .... whatever school child is in .. if he has the interest to study and if their parents financial conditions are not so good and they if are ok with the idea of letting their child continue his education with the help of other's money .. I thought I should help.. Someone will be studying with the money I spend on watching movies in here or buying a game :)

I thought this is an excellent idea but I'm not very happy with my "education idea" .. as I thought I might offend someones feelings.. I thought again .. ok lets make some changes to this magnificent idea :P .. so I thought ok lets help an orphan ... not because they are orphan's but I like them .. something always pulls me towards them .. a smile .. a sharing hand .. and a simple hug is what all they expect from us and I love them for accepting what they are meant to be .. every one in this world deserve to study .. just because they are poor or just because they are orphans they cant be pulled away from better education .. I had these few words in my mind all the time and I feel so proud and happy to have such charming ideas ... :-)

I shared this thought of mine with a close friend .. and he suggested well its a wonderful idea.. I shall do my part too but what happens if we cant finish the job we started .. what if this total idea of helping someone turns out to be a burden to us .. what if we couldn't fulfill the dreams of the kid.. we cant just stop whatever we started just because we can't ... if we start we have to continue ... and I started thinking .... am I so dumb ??... why didn't I think of this earlier ??.... phew !!! what should I do then ....

I thought ( or I just thought it might work) that I will ask they parents , my brother's , may be some of my very close friends ( I just have 2 :) ) .... and may be if everybody is very OK with this thought .. we can start working this brilliant and charming idea ... :) and I know people I know they have a good heart and will surely support me (cross fingers)

So finally I thought what do I think and believe ...
I believe , if someone have the heart to do something .. surely there will be a way to achieve it.. no matter whatever obstacles you face in life .. nothing will stop you to achieve it if you have a strong and energetic heart .. just wash away all your fears and tears with a smile .. start what you want to and you will always find a way to complete the started thing ... :)

What you think is important .. if you are thinking is this the right thing to do or not .. or when could be the right time to start something ... I feel you are doubting on yourself more than thinking about how to start something .. so as said by my fav humorist- Mark Twain

“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.”

Get up from your boring chairs ..just think out of box once selflessly and work for someone whom you don't know at all .. make a stranger feel happy .. make a difference in someones life .. be sure to do one thing in life that makes you feel so happy and you cant stop crying at all ..Witness something truly majestic ..not the Mt.Everest here .. :P but the smiles and happiness in the faces you helped ... once try to have that experienced in life .. you will know how beautiful life could be and you'll never again stop doing what you have started .. because it makes you feel so happy and lightens your heart and you dont want to miss this special moments ... :) .. you feel like you are the owner of whatever you want in life ... ( if you ask me .. its like riding Porsche 911 at a speed ofmay be 150 MPH :))
I will .. I will surly implement my idea ... will you ??

:)

A lie

Here's how complicated things can get ........

I told lies.. I dont believe everyone on the earth tells only truth..
We had to tell our dearest people some things .. which we never expect to tell them, due to some situations in life ..

Things happen both good and bad... and no matter what happens friends are those who stick with you ( or may be I thought so) ...

I had to say somethings which I shouldn't to some of my close friends due to certain situations in life .. one day they came to know that truth .. that I lied .. through some third person.. ( I wonder who can that be whoz so interested in digging out my life) and no one spoke a word...

Days, months and year passed may be.. they stopped speaking with me.. I thought may be there are busy with their works.. I call people very rarely and when I called them and they spoke for 5 mins or so and hung up the call..

One fine evening, I started chatting with one of them.. and all of a sudden everything cameout from him .. he said these words " why did you make a fool of us ".. "why didnt tell us even after you know that we knew it " .. " we were so hurt and broke " ....

oh yeah I was shocked .. I didnt believe at first that these "friends" of mine knew it and they didnt take a chance to speak out .. I dint even think that they would know the "lie" I told them because hardly 2 people knew it and they can understand why I told it and never ever speak vth these people to tell them about my lie :) ...
I accept and I regret that I had made mistakes.. but I took my chances to get away from something very bad in my life ... and I knew I did wrong.. and I did somethings which I regret till day and I had so many other things in life going .. that I totally forgot about this lie ...
I knew every person have a different prospective for approaching the issue... but staying silent ( I feel ) is not the right way...

They thought that I said a lie to save my neck and they waited for me to tell them the truth .. I accept they have the right to think like that ... but being my friends and knowing me for awhile is something more than judging me by listening to others words ... if they would like to really know why I lied about an issue.. they could have asked me .. I would have told them everything and tell them the situation that lead me to lie .. but they chose to be silent and above all didnt even speak with me ...

I just then realized how important "speech" is .. and everything depends on how you think ..
A single call and conversation could have wiped out all the issues b/n us but .. my bad that they chose not to speak and today out of all vain .. I feel so bad and sad .. If it were I , I would have confronted them the next minute I knew it .. or on second thought would have placed myself in my friend's shoes .....

When you beleive someone is so important to you and something bad happens b/n you both .. try to solve the issue ... everything will work out if we speak out and more complex things become easy if you speak out.. speech is the wonderful thing god gifted us with and we should solve anything by speaking rather than remaining silent.. its a pain to your heart and the other person's heart too.. after all remember we became friends when we spoke and shared different things in life ... no matter what you are and where you are .. remember you are friends and friends need to understand and figure out a way to escape all the difficult times in life ..
You dont need an explanation from friends .. they have no regrets .. for me thats friendship ..
life is not easy and it will never be .. no matter how situations turn out and no matter what people say about your friend .. remember your friend needs you ... everything happens for a reason and every reason should be reasonable :)

If someone speaks something about ur friends show them your middle finger :)
come back to your friend speak with them and everything should work out great !!
Speech is the only thing which make us quite different from other animals in the world :)

Anyways again its all me .. but I would say to everyone the same thing.. if you think you will miss something in life if you don't speak with a friend.. no matter they did to you, , may be lied to you or didnt share very imp thing in their life to you or fought with you ... in fact what ever they do to you .. dont sit back.. go out and speak .. try to know them better and figure out a way to resolve the issue ... if you cant change them .. remember to let go .. mistakes happen .. but think twice is the mistake worth breaking a friendship ...

But again ... "its just me"

Life is not complex. We are complex. Life is simple, and the simple thing is the right thing.
- Oscar Wilde

Esstentials of life

Life is too short
Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness
Laugh when you can
Apologize when you should
and let go what you cant change.

Love deeply and forgive quickly
Take chances , give everything
and have no regrets

Life is too short to be unhappy
you have to take the good with the bad
smile when you're sad
love what you got
and always remember what you had
always forgive but never forget
learn from your mistakes
but never regret people change , and things go wrong
but always remember

Life goes on

ok lets start it alright ....

Once upon in a far away land there lived a boy.
His eyes are filled with love and his hands always try to help others.
He always have a smiling face and believe me people love him.
He used to go to a near by school . he has lot many number of friends.
Every body around him like him and loved him.

There was a girl in the school.She is kind hearted and have many friends .
The boy and the girl became friends and everyone else were very happy with the school life.

Time passes by , its time to leave the school and pursue higher education to become something better in life.. so the boy and the girl decided to work hard and get good results.

Its the time for results and .. yipeee both of them passed the exams and they were happy to get good grades..

After that they headed to high school.The boy left the girl and moved to other place.
Both of them were such good friends and they believed that they had to separate.
But the time came when they have to get separated.
Filled with heavy hearts, both of them moved to different places.

They used to keep in touch with each other through letters and frequently the boy used to call the girl from his hotel room and share all the funny and interested things that used to happen with him . He always used to make her laugh and feel happy by his words and deeds.
They became even more thicker friends and life went along ...........


---->> To be Continued

Few things in life are so ...

I always thought ( or may be hoped ) that I should always be helpful to someone in this world.
I have a few quarter years to live my life and I don't want to end up thinking that I haven't done anything worth living in my entire life .. oooo phew

So something came into my mind. Ok so why not help someone whoz an orphan .. ( oh yeah i have my reasons to select one ).

So one fine day we ( my friend and myself) decided to check online if we can get hold of someone who can help us with this regard. Luckily, I got a # in the internet and we called him [no names :)].
We had a good nice chat with the man and told him about our great idea ( we felt so) to him.

To our surprise, he said he cant give us the kids details nor take our offerings, as there's is a funded institution and they would only take the payments through credit cards on monthly basis.
So if we had to offer them something, we need to pay them through card and on a monthly basis.
I wondered , offering help to people also have certain conditions to be met.

I came to know very new things on that day. If we had to adopt a kid, we need to wait ( queue system) and submit to them all the necessary financial information of ours ( which I guess is asked by everyone and no blame on that).
A lady was complaining that she waited for 3 and half years and yet there was nothing done to her. Could there be more surprise than this that you need to fill out all the illegal forms for the kid and you need to develop a bond with them and in the end you never know if the kid comes to you or not. They can just reject you by showing some silly things.
What happens to the people who truly love that kid and endup not having the kid just because their anual income is reduced as one member in the family lost some job ...

These stories can go on and on and on ... but I wonder what those kids feel like. They see new parents everyday and play with new sibblings everyday.. never know what their heart tells them to do or what they feel for their lives ....

...and I say it everyday to myself ..

Everyday I wake up in the morning , hoping that I shouldn't hurt anybody.
I shouldn't miss my bus to office.
I should have time to have my breakfast.
I should perform well at job ( in spite of the strange issues my developers bring me in all the time which I truly need sometime to work on ).
and finally if the worst of all happens .. at the EOD .. I would always say to myself no worries.. the more worse thing is yet to come.. cheer up girl .. you have done whatever you can and you will do the same tomorrow .. :)


I wonder I was thinking the same way may be from past 25 years .. just the way of thinking is different.