What if .. :) I somehow feel that zillions of people might have already thought about this "backspace" key .. really !!?? if it were in my life would it have been a better one ..or would I have missed something which I already have .. not sure whether it will be a total disater or a total happy one .. but that thought of not doing somethings .. and aviod the part of regretting about it now seems like a good relief to me .. but sometimes we dont have to disturb the flow of events in life so may be god never gave us the power to go back and delete or correct something ..
Why the heck did I even start thinking like this .. becasue I m sad :( and I know that in situations like this I would talk more and it doesnt make much sense :) ... but well .. how nice I thought for a moment, if I had that backspace key in my life . I wouldnt have hurt my best friends , my family and there were times when I took stupid decisions and runined many things, I think I wouldnt even have their memory if I had a backspace key. There will no times, when I failed in my exams, no times when I had to lie to my grand parents about stuff :P , and even would have had a good long night sleep before all the exams. never would have skipped the homeworks, never ever would have to take punishments from Kenny Martin Sir( our science teacher) and never would have knelt down in hot hot sun in class 10 :) .. never would have hurt my best friend and never would have done some selfish things in life ..
BUT ...
would life be the same as of now ? now I m thinking ............ i would have to sacrifice all the memories I have now in life .. becasue I was always told that "whatever happens in life .. happens for a reason and its always a good reason " ( from an optimistic persons mind ) .. but the truth is sometimes I incline to go with them .. may be god had already set a goal for us and we should not disrupt it .. may be we should just have good faith and hope that everything will be ok even if there are things that are happening not according to your plan .. If there is a backspace there would never have been a phrase of " learn from your mistakes" ... . May be I will take my chances in life .. going back to the people whom I hurt and asking them to forgive me? and going back to my family and telling them the truth about myself .. no matter what who u r or how u r .. there will always be one person who likes u the way u r .. may be I will try not to loose them .. my family is the one who's fighitng all along for me and are always with me .. no matter what there might be times in my life when I can just be with them .. and say that everythings going to be alright :) may be its not too bad not to have backspace in life .. after all I wouldhave missed all the moments in life which are consequences of my actions .. those actions which made me realize many things in life and today here I'm and I dont look too bad. All those mistakes brought me here and here is fine with me :) ...
phew I dont know seems like the backspace has both pros and corns .. i guess which doesnt and the path u go is always ur choice ur choice of heart and mind a conflict b/n what u want and what u need .. a confusion of is this the life u want to life or is this the general way life goes on ?? when people shout " this is my life" and this is it .. i can do only this much and i did what all i can ..
life is uncertain and if I were to die .. or lets put in an optimistic way ..
"When you get those rare moments of clarity, those flashes when the universe makes sense, you try desperately to hold on to them. They are the life boats for the darker times, when the vastness of it all, the incomprehensible nature of life is completely illusive. So the question becomes, or should have been all a long... What would you do if you knew you only had one day, or one week, or one month to live. What life boat would you grab on to? What secret would you tell? What band would you see? What person would you declare your love to? What wish would you fulfil? What exotic locale would you fly to for coffee? What book would you write?
"that which we are, we are;
One equal temper of heroic hearts,
Made weak by time and fate, but strong in will
To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield." "
- from a movie "One Week"
Why the heck did I even start thinking like this .. becasue I m sad :( and I know that in situations like this I would talk more and it doesnt make much sense :) ... but well .. how nice I thought for a moment, if I had that backspace key in my life . I wouldnt have hurt my best friends , my family and there were times when I took stupid decisions and runined many things, I think I wouldnt even have their memory if I had a backspace key. There will no times, when I failed in my exams, no times when I had to lie to my grand parents about stuff :P , and even would have had a good long night sleep before all the exams. never would have skipped the homeworks, never ever would have to take punishments from Kenny Martin Sir( our science teacher) and never would have knelt down in hot hot sun in class 10 :) .. never would have hurt my best friend and never would have done some selfish things in life ..
BUT ...
would life be the same as of now ? now I m thinking ............ i would have to sacrifice all the memories I have now in life .. becasue I was always told that "whatever happens in life .. happens for a reason and its always a good reason " ( from an optimistic persons mind ) .. but the truth is sometimes I incline to go with them .. may be god had already set a goal for us and we should not disrupt it .. may be we should just have good faith and hope that everything will be ok even if there are things that are happening not according to your plan .. If there is a backspace there would never have been a phrase of " learn from your mistakes" ... . May be I will take my chances in life .. going back to the people whom I hurt and asking them to forgive me? and going back to my family and telling them the truth about myself .. no matter what who u r or how u r .. there will always be one person who likes u the way u r .. may be I will try not to loose them .. my family is the one who's fighitng all along for me and are always with me .. no matter what there might be times in my life when I can just be with them .. and say that everythings going to be alright :) may be its not too bad not to have backspace in life .. after all I wouldhave missed all the moments in life which are consequences of my actions .. those actions which made me realize many things in life and today here I'm and I dont look too bad. All those mistakes brought me here and here is fine with me :) ...
phew I dont know seems like the backspace has both pros and corns .. i guess which doesnt and the path u go is always ur choice ur choice of heart and mind a conflict b/n what u want and what u need .. a confusion of is this the life u want to life or is this the general way life goes on ?? when people shout " this is my life" and this is it .. i can do only this much and i did what all i can ..
life is uncertain and if I were to die .. or lets put in an optimistic way ..
"When you get those rare moments of clarity, those flashes when the universe makes sense, you try desperately to hold on to them. They are the life boats for the darker times, when the vastness of it all, the incomprehensible nature of life is completely illusive. So the question becomes, or should have been all a long... What would you do if you knew you only had one day, or one week, or one month to live. What life boat would you grab on to? What secret would you tell? What band would you see? What person would you declare your love to? What wish would you fulfil? What exotic locale would you fly to for coffee? What book would you write?
"that which we are, we are;
One equal temper of heroic hearts,
Made weak by time and fate, but strong in will
To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield." "
- from a movie "One Week"
